C'est la vie:
Life IS a joke.
Think char is right.
That's the last straw.
Finally.
Can I declare outrightly
That I've lost faith in the phrase ' good triumphs over evil' ?
There's no absolute answer. More than often, they are just grey areas. Utilitarianism haha. I've never known the word to be as hideous and as daunting as it is to me now. Very often, it's the easiest and fastest solution to MI tests and essays. But then again, in life it isn't.
I can't concentrate. Please. Things went terribly wrong and I can't right it. ASDLKFJASDLFJAKDSFJLKASDJFLKSDAJFADKSLJLKASFDFJLASKLJDSALJKFSDJLKASDJLKFASDJLKSFDLJKJKLASDFJKLFSAEJKLWEJKLRWJKLRJKLWEJKLDSJKLSDFIOWEOIP URWUEIOJKLWEFELWKDSJKLFSDUIOWQ3R.
For now there's really nothing I can do.
I'm not desperate. Not hopeless.
Just hate and regret. Over I've no idea what. There's no point.
Hate myself for being so minute and powerless. miserably helpless to do anything to right this wrong. For succumbing to threats and close an eye about those. For the thought of washing my hands off things and watch things go and not doing anything. Yes. If nothing go wrong I'll do just that. Yes I'm weak. Whatever you say I am, go on. I hate myself for this possible course of action. But what can I do. What more can I do? The more I do, the more I'll hurt myself. And it won't work anyway. Same logic as battling a level 25 monster when you'er just level 1. You just end up dead. And the monster will still be there, safe and sound. What's the whole point troubling myself with all these crap when all I'm gonna get is injuries up down left right centre?
I'm really sick and tired. Of people backstabbing me every now and then.
The damage is done.
All I've gotten out of this is the fact that
Good may not always triumph over evil.
Perhaps I'm just slow? Or too idealistic?
I sincerely do not want a heart attack or stroke by the age of 18. I know I'm getting there.
People just choose to be blind/oblivious to the right cause the wrong's much easier.
A bunch of useless hypocrites.
lu
4:55 PM
