C'est la vie:
Dearest 2am. Let's break up. We have to stop meeting like this.
I would rather sleep with you.
But since you deny me of my chance to do so, let's break up.
Yes, I know 10pm you'er early, but I'll love sleeping with you. I guess 2am's just jealous of me wanting to slp with you more than (him/her/it), anyhow, I've broken up with (him/her/it). So sleep with me 10PM!
lu
6:34 PM
C'est la vie:
I have a dream.
For myself not to meet 2am in the wee hours of the day anymore.
I would rather sleep with it.
I hope I can sleep at 10pm everyday. I'll be more than satisfied.
lu
10:44 PM
C'est la vie:
I found it. yay.
Anyhow, today's zaobao is really interesting.
The comic section esp.
I shall insert the convo here. I'm sorry I'm just too lazy to translate here.
BB: 爸爸, 你要去哪泥!?!
DAD: 爸爸去做工.
BB: OK.
SO, THE DAD WAS ON THE BUS, ON THE WAY TO WORK WHEN HIS PHONE RANG.
BB: 爸爸,你做工完了没有?
DAD: -.-'''
I ROFLMAO-ED when I finish reading this. So typically. But when you put it in words, it's not so funny lah. Maybe cos I'm not a good entertainer/jukebox after all.
Anyhow, I realised I did this all the time when I was young. Almost every single day. And how fast things changed. My mum's complaining to me how I rarely drop her a call anymore nowadays. But that's cause I end schl super late everyday?!? Otherwise I would have.
The more drastic change is probably the concept of time. Heh. I think during the hols I would have called my mum every hour or so. An hour seemed like a long time. Even 5 mins seem long then.
lu
3:20 PM
c'est la vie
OMG
WORD JUST DELETED MY WHOLE GS ESSAY AFTER I'M DONE WITH IT??
I GOT STUCK AT IT FOR TWO WHOLE HOURS. WTF?
lu
11:31 AM
C'est la vie:
I understand that I'm supposed to crap a GS essay out by 11.30, but something struck me all of a sudden and went to auddie's blog.
Wooh.
Hahas.
She and xinyun look so cute in their kindergarten photos. I bet I am too, just that I'm too shy to upload that onto my PUBLIC! blog. hahas. Being complete strangers to each other, our paths crossed 10 years later. Wonders of nature. You never know, perhaps the stranger standing next to you in the MRT today, may come into your social circle in the least expected manner tomorrow. It's really amazing how things work out in the end. All the first and second degree friends crap friendster offered me suddenly seemed so fascinating.
Ok. I'm sorry. I know I sound supremely swaku. C'est la vie.
(Yupe, I've decided to name my kids french/german names next time but don't worry I won't name them c'est la vie. Char ROFLMAO!)
lu
10:59 AM
C'est la vie:
Heh. Nothing significant this week.
But PTM's SUPER FUNNY.
ok. Actually, it's funny partly cos my parents didn't have the time to go/claimed that they understood the teachers' pain and decided not to aggravate it. Hahas. Wadever. Plus, there's nothing much to discuss about my grades since, it's supposedly an exception. So, there=) For those who's jealous of me don't be.
So, I did some voluntary work.
And volunteered to entertain some of the teachers who got super bored and sianed. Hahas. They were damn hilarious. I really ROFLMAO-ED. hahas. And had some nice talks with others. Entertaining and yet inspiring.
lu
7:50 PM
C'est la vie:
Ok. I've decided to be slightly more ego and post this here.
Lately, I'm super lame and high at the most unexpected moments. Hahas. eg. in the restroom. LOL. But I think this will keep me higher for a while more. Hahas.
Anyway, thanks xr for the publicity hahas =)
LOL.
Check this out man! Hahas. Taken from ho
hentai xiurong's blog.
"Minlu can play really good badminton! Wahhh, she was standing at a corner commenting on how funny I looked when I play badminton (aiyah im noob la can) then I was asking her to shutup because she was irritating me. In the end, she decided to showcase her skills, and WOAH, it really was not bad. If you count having every shot as a smash very good that is. Lolll
HIDDEN TALENTS IN MINLU SIAAAAAA XD"
Thanks man! Hahas.
I think my devotees are on their knees alrdy.
Hohoho. I'm so ego, probably due to the influence of somebdy who's name starts with j and ends with y. hahas. have fun.
But I think I better not burst my own ego anytime soon man.
lu
7:50 PM
C'est la vie:
Jiemin, you are zai. Thanks alot man. Hahas!
lu
9:45 PM
C'est la vie:
Ok, here's a funny quote of the week.
Be warned, this is what happens when I get very hungry and out of my mind.
So enjoy! ROFLMAO! hahas.
while waiting for eug teo to appear so we can all go curry wok(walk) together, yours truly got seriously hungry and started ranting and going crazy.
Then suddenly, she observed a min of silence and became ultra serious.
Me(to ashwyn): Eh, you know actually you look quite delicious.Ashwyn: Okay. Why you think I look like a chocolate is it?
lu
11:57 AM
C'est la vie:
Went VJ to watch their PE concert.
BTW, I think it's proper respect for the performers by arriving on time.
Anyhow, their performance's a really musical ones. Great musicality.
RJ's was the most impressive of the three (RJ, VJ and ourselves.) I must admit.
VJ's really musical.
As for ourselves, we leave it up to the audience.
VJ gives me a funny wierd feeling. An empty air of nothing. Think it's my first time stepping into VJ territory since I officially set foot upon NJ grounds.
Make me think that, perhaps, if I've stayed around that area, and had left for vj instead, I might be happier. We never know. And throughout the whole night yesterday, their IP tagline kept resounding in my ears. Like some lousy pontianaks who refuse to leave me alone.
HA.
'The grass is greener at OUR side.'
Hahas. So typically IP.
lu
10:02 AM
C'est la vie:
Ok. so it's curry wok not walk.
I never knew ok. Sorry. Hahas.
But nobody's perfect right. HAHAS. But now I know. lol.
And eug.
I'm really sorry but u are one of those few still prominently growing in our level. I can't help noticing ur increase in height and start feeling worked up and jealous. I'm really sorry for the inconveniences caused. -.-'''
ROFLMAO! hahas.
lu
10:40 AM
C'est la vie:
Decided to sweep those out of my mind after all.
Lichun is playing a richard claydeman piece now.
Haven't heard one for real long.
Suddenly realised that it's kinda nice.
A change.
Anyhow, I feel very much relieved and happier now since I've decided to abandon what I'm still clinging onto.
lu
1:01 PM
C'est la vie:
I'm really going insane.
I try to get myself high, I try to cheer myself up.
I try to forget what I'm supposed to forget. I tried so hard recently and almost succeeded. I was almost there.
Then my mind power failed me once again. It caught up with me again today.
It's like a turbulent wave. Only this time, with higher intensity than ever.
Perhaps it's not only gonna be seasickness.
I've a feeling it's an unstoppable tsunami.
My mind's a whirlwind. I can no longer sort it out. I say I'll try. But this time I really really can't play the piano in peace. I can't focus on anything.
Sam: Thanks man. Thank you so much for your farewell present. Hahas. Thank you so much for being there, always thinking of me man. FYI, you gave me the most memorable farewell present ever. Thank you. =)
Shattered.
lu
7:47 PM
C'est la vie:
Really bored.
Ok. I know I have much more productive stuff to do.
But I just feel like slacking for a while.
Realised that there's a sudden change in my preferance for books.
I know not what I like.
Almost exhausted the more interesting dickens books.
I'm not a fantasy type of person. Nor a sci-fict.
Not romance either. I find it lame.
Still in search of nice books.
Anyhow, schl's ok.
Eugene.
Not say I want to say.
Come so late.
End up can't go curry wok.
I miss my curry leh. hmfph.
Hah.
The not say I want to say reminds me of uk.
And uk reminds me of GG.
But look on the bright side.
I'll miss Ms Huang loads too.
She's leaving tml. Sigh.
Hahas.
Ms huang showing the ip1s some vampire jiangshi thingo
lu
3:45 PM
C'est la vie:
Yes. I ought to be thankful for my CT grades considering the amt of work I put in. It's really a wonder how I can pass some *ahem* subjects. (Hint: it's not smthg I'm planning to take next year) But I did pay (not a very significant amount though it was tremendously torturous) with some of my stronger subjects.
Anyhow here's a song.
Probably won't have much time to blog this second half of the year. It's really packed with events.
Yes I know that no time is an excuse.
So, to put it simply, I would rather spend my time resting than doing other useless stuff.
And for those who tried to anyhow match me, the above is the reason why I'm single and unavailable. So don't kachiao me alrdy. =)
Do you hear the people sing
Lost in the valley of the night?
It is the music of a people
Who are climbing to the light.
For the wretched of the earth
There is a flame that never dies.
Even the darkest night will end
And the sun will rise.
They will live again in freedom
In the garden of the Lord.
They will walk behind the plough-share,
They will put away the sword.
The chain will be broken
And all men will have their reward.
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?
Do you hear the people sing?
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes!
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?
Do you hear the people sing?
Say, do you hear the distant drums?
It is the future that they bring
When tomorrow comes...
Tomorrow comes!
lu
8:27 PM
C'est a vie.
Sorry guys for the emotional ups and downs recently.
ie. emo-ing.
I kinda expected it.
Anyhow, eugene grew taller AGAIN (to my horror). I'll drink milk everyday and try to grow at least a few more centimeters. My height's really really pathetic. I think Yunjing's P5 height is alrdy taller than my current height.
Gotten back most of the CT grades. Kinda unexpected I suppose. A close shave. But definitely abnormal.
Ms Huang's leaving. Gah. We'll miss you, be back soon =)
I think i really should not fret about the unknown as yet.
Slowly sort out my trend of thought. Slightly more sane than when I came back from uk. (At least I think so.) My mind kinda got jumbled up by quite alot of irritating stuff, nothing major just troublesome and sticky. Finally in a better mind for things. yahoo.
Schools fun with the people around. OH OH OH. Auddy looks extremely gorgeous today in Charvi's costume hahas.
It's really you guys who will make my day, cheer me up and give me a good laugh in the middle of the mundane life. (take in more, the sails are luffing too.) Teehee. Ok I know that's not funny. Sorry. -.-''' Anyhow, I really want to say a big thank you to all who have made my day =) Hahas.
lu
4:36 PM
C'est la vie:
I shouldn't blame others for this.
But why is this happening.
My music is void of all emotions.
My essays lack content.
lu
8:39 PM
C'est la vie:
But i haven't gotten this kinda crap for more than a year.
it's the journey that's important not the endpoint.
But i feel the need to have my journey acknowledged.
I need something to record my journey.
Whatever. I have no idea.
My mind's a tangled pile of crap.
Sticky, lumpy and gross.
Please tell me the grotesque monster in front of me is all a facade.
Please tell me it is a prince in disguise.
None but the one up above knows the truth.
lu
8:06 PM
C'est la vie:
Right.
So tml's the start of the new term.
I don't feel ready yet.
I've expected what's to come.
But somehow, I don't feel ready for it yet.
There's still this stubborn tinge of hope somewhere which refuses to extinguish itself.
Hope is good. But at the wrong places can be very disastrous.
As a frankenstein, I guess I'll just have to face my grotesque monster
What I've been telling myself lately, they are all excuses.
WHAT THE HELL.
lu
7:09 PM
C'est la vie:
Since they say a picture says a thousand words.
I shall let it do the talking today.
I'm sorry it's kinda small, I can't find a bigger one.
Sorry guys, but it's big enough to send a msg to the world.
This is a photo of the stadium AFTER the live earth concert.
Filled with plastic bottles and bags if you can't really see well.
lu
3:36 PM
C'est la vie:
LIVE EARTH!
My blogskin suits today's theme. Hahas.
Go GREEN!
Teehee.
Wore black in the end. Sigh.
Wasted.
Could have gone all green. Rather, WANTED TO.
But I just can't wake up in time, so I didn't really have time to mix and match before dashing out of the house like a resident of the Hougang chalet.
lu
7:58 PM
C'est la vie:
Ha.
Something struck me suddenly.
I've this sudden urge to close down this blog.
This place where I've been blogging for 4 years.
My blog since SEC 1! hahas.
And I'm moving on to IP3 soon! ZOMG. hahas.
I'll really miss it if I close it down.
But.
Purpleclouds4ever is so kiddish.
Obviously I can't keep this till 18. It just sounds wrong. Ha!
But I'm a sentimental person who won't
give a damn care for conventions/social expectations.
Actually I do.
Never mind. It's another one of those SBO days. Rmb my ' Similar Binary opposites' phenomenon? Hahas.
Here's another eg.
I have this sudden urge to blog about the lousy service provided in Singapore which is ironic to the fact that the GST rose to 7%. This is NOT ranting. Singaporeans really need to understand the meaning of 'service with honour' man. (that explains why it's
NATIONAL). Ok, it's not a sudden patriotism in me, I still stick to the same sentiments.
Recently, my path intersected with a few sales personnels who really affected me a lot. I was made to rethink about my comments on how the racist caucasians provide services. Kinda amused this actually comes out of me.
Utterly disappointed. Made me realised that perhaps it's NOT a race thing but rather S-eleven that's behind everything. That's another reason why I'm TOTALLY NOT interested in econs it's just a carrier of all human vices. The eight deadly sins. Hahas. But heck. I do love s-eleven. Who doesn't? (But that'll be a good question for mr seow teehee.)
But that's an excuse actually, human beings are supposed to resist the temptations. HEH. gosh. I just remembered zuiqiu's pm again.
" What you resist will persist"
Hahas. Talks about the 8 deadly sins. Lust? ROFLMAOZEDONG!
OMG. That just sounds wrong. Zuiqiu hahas. TSK TSK TSK.
anw, i still think resisting is a more moral solution leh. LOL.
Anyhow, it's one of those funny days, when I'm torn between blogging about the service standards or not. It's the similar binary opposites phenomenon again. Sigh.
lu
7:50 AM
C'est la vie:
Ohmygoodness A BLOODY COCKROACH JUST SAUNTERED OUT OF MY ROOM. basket.
Why the hell isit doing in my room?
I haven't seen a cockroach for ages leh.
Damn. Gives me goosebumps.
And gross me inside out.
Shucks I can't imagine what the cockroach did while I was sleeping at night. BASTARD.
Mum said it's cos my room's too messy.
But my room is like any other mugger's room, filled with books, papers and files strewn all over the place.
I've never brought food or drinks into my room before ok. -.-'''
Enough of that little bastard.
Finally found a proper name for my bf aka. my piano.
I shall call him Gareth. Such an unique name.
Oh and char, it's of french origin.
LOL. Perhaps taking german is really one of my most memorable, but sweet mistake. Considering I can still understand a bit of german. Teehee. =)
Deleted the past few posts cos it's kinda emo and I don't like emo posts.
Come to think of it.
I've been deleting a lot of posts recently.
Shows how bad my moodswing is since I got back from london.
The nature really makes me a lot more sensitive.
And London's really scary.
Actually the world's scary.
There's no peace.
So I've never really prac my piano in peace.
=)
I wonder what obs will do to me this time.
But my moodswing's probably due to schl starting in a wk's time, ie. straight after I return from sunny ubin. I don't even get a break. Is the schl mad? It's 7 days obs and we don't get a break after we come back. This is murder. But I think I'll probably be sick when i come back.
Then there's concert. =S. Mixed feelings. I hope things will go on fine.
But I think talking about stress, someone shld feel more stressed out than me man. TEEHEE. August, hahas.
Good luck and all the best to Eug and Chris!
Xinyu and Yanqin!
The whole ensemble is behind you!
I just realised something.
Time sure flies.
lu
8:58 PM
C'EST LA VIE:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS HUANG!!!!!
Hahas. Hope you liked the flowers and the card. Kinda sad auddie, gayle and della ain't in Sing and are thus unable to celebrate with you. Worst part is, when they'er back to celebrate with you, I'll be gone. DAMN! Sigh. Stupid obs arrangement. =x oops. I didn't say anything. Anyhow, have fun, happy birthday and we'll miss you. Please come back soon ok? Hahas. Really enjoyed the lessons and jiakopi sessions we had. But ps. I don't have wierd tastes ok.
So, today, straight after the stupid 20th century, futuristic movie (fyi, I hate 20th century stuff, including the music and definitely the crappy art. Nobody has yet managed to change my views about it. I think I've alrdy developed a 20th century phobia or something. One glance at the synopsis and I had an immediate headache. ouch.) Anyhow, I survived.
After which, me lichun and tiff dashed straight off to coro to get flowers for ms huang. But the ntuc there sucks. The one at J8 at least has proper roses with a cute teddy bear hugging, but there's only like what? Chrysanthemum looking flowers with dangling petals. Gah. So we dashed over to cold storage at serene centre ( on foot) At least there's a better variety of flowers. Got some really really beautiful sweet smelling pink roses and wrapped it nicely before running over to macs to dapao. Stupid aunty cheat my money and my macflurry. BASKET!
Never mind, I shall forgive but I'll never go to that macs again. I think kap has better service man.
Talking about this, I shall diverge and talk about my shopping encounter on the day before the gst hike. I was doing big-scale shopping and I've bought ALOT of stuff. Teehee. But Singaporeans really have to learn the meaning of service with honour man. (= (see who says there's only dunmanian pride found in my blood? I'm a proud njcian too ok? hahas)
And with such high moral standards, why the hell did I allow myself to start cursing and swearing and spewing profanities all over in the first place? Why on earth did I ever think that it's ok to spew profanities all over? Gah, I'll try and drop that stupid and silly habit of mine.
C'est la vie.
lu
6:00 PM
