C'est la vie:
My flu is still not getting any better. But stuff happened this morning which made me really pissed off. Regarding my dearest annoying flu ( oxymoron intended), it's still not getting better. I almost wanted to chop my head off the other day. I think I would rather die than put up with this. But owell. I seriously think that my immune system towards viruses is getting weaker and towards panadol/clarityne (is this how you spell it? ) stronger. Owell.
This morning,
I realise that dearest vc did not even know her own schl. WOAH. Btw this is not an act of rebellion. I do not hate her just because she's the highest authority in school. There are authoritative figures whom I really respect till now. Not LKY unfortunately, I'm not into politics, contradictory to being in nj I do realise that, but he's MR SNG CHERN WEI! ha! sun xiao zhang. Bet I surprised you guys. I really respected him ok. Back to my point on vc. Gosh. Puhlease don have to say until like that right? I mean like puhlease, don't you know that thurs and tue are the shortest days for IPs? COS IT'S ELECTIVE DAYS, so technically, you can't do anything about it. Also, fyi, pple with electives don't enjoy the half days. Don't you understand? You are supposed to be fair and understanding. And puhlease, don't IPs contribute to your gwh-es? And don't you understand that we all make up for the short days by having long days on other days? And seriously, ever since I've got into nj I've been going home at around 7-8pm quite often. How many schools do this. And now, the syf crap.
Come on gimme a break. Been thinking back recently, realised that there are a thousand and one stuff I hope to redo again. I have a lot of regrets. One of my greatest regrets was aye, 4 yrs ago. The next was in dunman. If only I didn't land myself into so much crap, these lousy stuff won't have happened and I won't have to leave the place. Oh, I realised that from pri to sec to jc my schlwork is seriously going from bad to worse, so is my character. It's rotting exponentially. If you haven't alrdy noticed, I'm really swearing and cursing a lot recently. Thanks to Daniel's ACCEPTED! hahas. lol. No, no no, so cannot right. I shall try and be more demure i.e. tie more french plaits. Btw, I realise that I swear less when I plait my hair.
I'm seriously sick of this mundane happenings. There's nothing powerful to grip me. Nothing much eventful. Not much excitement. Recall last yr's chi exam, the passage on crush. Crush spice up your life. PUH-LEASE, I don't even have an eyecandy, where to find crush? Not that I'm sick of being single. I still love my current status fyi.
Perhaps friendship? Ha, for those who know me must have realised how disappointed I am with this word recently. Nj really set me pondering over the power of this word. As for the event which led to this, I've a lousy feeling perhaps the whole level know, or at least majority know.
So there it is, another crossed out. Not schl, not friends (I must admit there are exceptions), not events, and unfortunately, not family (at least not for the time being).... what is it that's going to spur me on? Diffusion/active transport? Or am I an electron, supposedly attracted to the positive regions by nature?
lu
2:54 PM
