C'est la vie:
it's raining thunderstorm.
I hope I can brace through these and be myself again.
On a roller coaster ride recently, and I'm practically yelling to get down, but I can't, I have to go on.
Actually, I'm just pms-ing. Quite bad though. You know things happen even to these kinda stuff when you're stressed. And I'm kinda scared something might happen, you know the negative connotations? It's ok if you don't get what I mean, it just means that you're not supposed to know what I'm trying to say.
I'm terribly stressed and nothing could be done about it, nor can I get anything done due to it. The rain sorta soothes me. But too much stuff happened recently.
Talked to jim-my recently. Teehee. Aw, how I hope to go back to those primary school days. But there again, I look horrendous then. Nope nope nope, lemme brush the thought away first.
Yet still, there are stuff worth keeping back then, ie. the childishness. Ha. Not like I'm very mature now, but there are more things to worry about now. Not a good thing. If only jc- life didn't come as soon. But it came. OH THE HORRORS OF THEM ALL. Perhaps those 2 yrs in dunman is where my sweetest memory lies, out of the 12 years of my education. But there again, it's there where I've experienced the worst. Too much ups and downs then. Nj's just mundane. Everyday it's like - practicing piano and mugging. I've got no life seriously. I feel so sad for myself, but it really seemed impossible for me to get a life. Tsk. I will find a way out soon. I bet most Sagittariuses won't be able to put up with this longer than me seriously.
Econs, physics, binomial, calculus, vegetable succession (what's this mann... sorry mr heah I really loved your lessons but it's just the subject.) ...... PLUS UCC and practical exam in 4 wks time and practical ab exam in half a year's time. Argh...
Like what I've said, I'm just pms-ing. But things are getting slighly irregular now, hope it's only irregular and not a drastic change. You know anything can happen.
lu
3:32 PM
