.:: FALL ;

C'est la vie:

For a slight moment, I thought my problem was solved, but not yet actually.
For the first time in my life, there is a dilemma, a contradiction between family interests and personal interests. Even personal interests may not be the precise word I should be using. There are other considerations. If I go with my personal interests so-called, I might really really have to pass the point of no return, a place which perhaps I'm still not prepared to go. My future is still not fully planned, in case anything goes wrong, anything goes in a different way. I've not yet decided what to do and now I have to take on a path of no return. Perhaps I might be taking philosophy, or physics, maths, biology or music i really have no idea what my degree would turn out to be.

If only I can gain enlightenment to these stuff as easily as I could to the nitrogen cycle or first principles...

Perhaps ten years down the road this might be a minor issue, but it's probably the time now for me to learn and cross the threshold.

I hope I can soar to the stars and moon, to the clouds and feel the wind, high up in the air.

lu
4:08 PM