.:: FALL ;

C'est la vie:

I was about to type something like

'All influences are immoral as they forcefully impart somebody else's soul, thoughts passion into you.'

for my msn nick. This was inspired by Oscar Wilde. Found it quite meaningful.

Then, while I was typing, I noticed the contradiction.

So, if that's immoral what's NOT immoral?

Anyway, still nothing interesting happened.

I seem to hate myself more each day.
I hate myself for who I am.
My very existence disgust myself.
I know, this part doesn't fit my ego at all.
My ego is like the enzyme, that is the substrate.
They just don't match at all.

Some confused thought.
I need time,
think over things.
I need time, to organise my thoughts.
Aimless and confused.
The best time for a break.
Seriously, I need to go somewhere that's NOT singapore.
Singapore just drives me crazy.
This further supports my reasoning for why i should be in CJC and NOT NJC.

NJC is not for slackers. /It is for muggers.
I am a slacker
>Therefore NJ is not a place for me.

I am in a really lousy mood these few days thanks to something which I don't wish to elaborate on. So if I did offend anybody, I'm sorry. Truthfully and sincerely.

I know you think I'm a pseudo, but I'm not. You are.
This is me. Like it or leave it.

lu
9:13 PM