.:: FALL ;

C'est la vie:
I'm having mixed feelings now. Those guys went back more than often. The excitement and all. How to get my dear mum to compromise? Wahlao arh...

That familiar name, the sight of it, the school song is ringing in my ears now. Everything, cheers from the second storey lime green classroom which had ceased to exist a long time ago(maybe not very long).

Yet, I hate that place for what it is. It shattered my heart, throw me into a deep abyss, cheated me and all. I left, hating it for the memories it had etched into my heart. For those months which made me feel like a stray dog, homeless and cold. There's no sense for me to return once again.

Ok, actually it's all my fault, ok? It's my fault I ended up like this. I'm perplexed and excited. I'm dreaming about it day and night. Though, not yet prepared to return. Not now. There weren't be any significance of me being back.

lu
3:30 PM