C'est la vie:Congrats Mum! Hahas! I'm saying sincerely ok! What a great Christmas present! So, it's wonderful champagne today! She says port is for Christmas? Did she get the wrong order? Never mind, she wants port on Christmas. Anyway, I still prefer port to champagne.
The below has nothing to do with the above.1st lesson of the day: Pirated stuff/pseudo objects, before you know it's fake, will always be real in your heart. There are always 2 faces in life, appearance vs reality, don't go according to your head NOR heart, go according to BOTH.2nd lesson:OMG! I wanna cry, somebody comfort me? I'm really crying la. AND I'm 100% NOT pms-ing. Pride and prejudice is NOT showing anymore. Sometimes, opportunities are real rare. Cherish it when it's within close proximity, because never again will a similar one be that close to you anymore. I am always lucky actually, I was always bestowed with a second chance. This time, I almost missed the movie sort of. Yet next day it was showing again. My second chance yet I missed it again. A day after my birthday, by right is supposed to be a movie outing but it was cancelled. So, there goes my third chance. Gone gone gone with the wind. 3 great opportunities for a movie yet i didn't grab hold of any, what a lesson?Now it's not showing anymore, what can I do? yu ku wu lei. Actually , I am crying, for all the lost opportunities altogether now. In life, the same thing, I was given 3 wonderful opportunities. Hope I'll be cherishing the 3rd one now, because if I don't, everything will go back to zero again. What a lesson, actually, I ought to be grateful, this lesson was taught with a movie NOT something else (you guys guess yourself). The keyword is really cherish before it's gone leaving you there crying desperately like it's the end of the world. There are lots of things that I can't bare to think about now, but I must. Cherish what you have now. Once it's gone it may be forever. There's a lot of unthinkable issues now which I must force myself into thinking. There's lots of happenings which I didn't want to store in my memory but I must. Cherish. Actually, you may think I'm a moron, erh never mind it's ok, me myself now, I'm taking myself as an idiot, crying over a movie that is not showing anymore. But I'm crying for other things as well. So, let me continue.There are signs that it's not showing anymore, it's leaving the cinema, just like in life, stuff are happening, I tried to ignore, like what I did to the movie. But it's going to happen like that and things would go much worse. I don't what that fatal day to come yet for the movie it did, hopefully it would not come that soon in life no. The last thing I would ever want is that day. Though it's impossible that it'll never come but the later the better. Still, though unwilling, but I must say, no matter how sad I got over the movie, I must live on without it. Same goes for my life. But no. Let's hope it wouldn't happen. Can I just ignore the signs and take it that it isn't happening? My brain is too occupied with all these nonsense to think sense. Somebody just talk sense into me before something happens.I've said to much of the unthinkable. I don't want too much of these in the brain, so I must leave it somewhere else other than my brain, that would be here.So, I shall stop here.
lu
8:46 PM
