C’est la vie:
A sudden love for linkin park’s songs lurked somewhere in my room again.
Let me dedicate the following songs to people / places
1. Breaking the habit (to myself)
2. In the End (to DHS)
3. My December ( to twojayohfive!™ and 06IP04)
4. Somewhere I belong (to NJC)
5. Numb-encore ( to the ever-changing world)
(Enough of Linkin Park, someone else now)
6. Boulevard of broken dreams-green day ( to myself again)
(By the way, if you guys have this least bit of kindness for me, please call my house number k? I am really stuck up at home like this wild beast in a cage. Anyway, Sagittarius is a beast, yeah? Back to my point, this is my second public appeal to call my house; can you just show some kindness to me and call?)
7. Prelude in B minor-Chopin (to twojayohfive!™)
I shall go down the line and elaborate on my choice of songs / piece.
1. I am breaking a habit, I broke the habit of going to Dunman High everyday, I don’t know how I got this way or whether I would ever be alright, which I hope I would be. Actually, we all should try and break our habits to scale greater heights and explore new things yeah? Actually, I have to break this habit, cos’ I have no options left. (Those who had seen my EOYs and my FY report slip should know why)
2. For my dearest darling DHS, I am very depressed everything ended up like this. The clock ticked and two years went pass just like that. I tried so hard and got so far. But in the end, it doesn’t even matter. Yes, dunmanians, and dhs, you wouldn’t even recognize me anymore a few years down the road. I tried so hard and lose it all. I put my trust in you. I think you did too. Push as far as I can go. Anyway, I think a modern shakesphere like perhaps Vir or gen gen can write a new play of Minlu. Btw, it’s gonna be a tragedy of how I went from hero to zero (and this change took palce in just a blink of an eye) and took me so much effort just to save part of it from turning into a tragedy. It still did anyway. (Sorry this is very disorganised cos’ I tried following the lyrics but it’s so fast that I gave up)
3. My December, our school hols, and when I was born. When I will be enjoying my last month with the status of a Dunmanian. When at the same time, I would be enjoying my status as an njc-ian (according to perle and chenfeng, to be creative, we ought to call ourselves nationalian? Which sound so wired and make us feel like politicians) Anyway, wish you guys a happy holiday! Enjoy before it ends! All the best in your future endeavours!
4. Somewhere I belong which will be NJC for the upcoming four years. So, naturally this song goes to NJC. I was confused and on my own, I want to heal and I wanna let go of the pain I felt for so long. I need a change and heal from my wounds, in a place I belong. I bet you guys found that my ego was diminishing in 2005 right? Yes you are right, I didn’t hide it anywhere, and my ego was almost gone. I need to heal those broken parts of my ego you see, but once it’s healed I would be hiding it somewhere though. Lolx. Everything was going downslope, during the past few months, my emotions, my grades, everything. Hey, I swear I wasn’t PMS-ing (who would be PMS-ing everyday of the month?). I need a change of environment, preferably somewhere I belong.
5. I am numb to the changes of the world. People around me changes, my life is suffering or undergoing (on the brighter side) great changes. These changes I shan’t say. Just to give an example, my new journey in NJC and all that sorts of stuff. Every step that I take brings about a change. Hopefully these changes would bring me to the cheese I am looking forward to.
6. Greenday’s boulevard of broken dreams. I walk a lonely road the only one that I have ever known. Yes, I feel all alone now, that shall explain my public appeal for phone calls. Please, since I am a tragic figure, I should by right go from hero to zero, and I am. So, a zero doesn’t have guts ok? Seriously, I don’t have the guts to call you guys. I don’t want to be taken as this invisible person who had ceased to exist in this world a long time ago. I am afraid of you guys giving me a cold shoulder ok? Hope that you know, some dunmanians don’t take me as one any longer (or at least this was what I felt) , yet my relations with 06IP04 are like two half-cooked beef steaks (bu shou) lolx. It’s meant to be a cold joke. So, I am stuck at home feeling alone. So, please do continue to talk to me in the way you used to, the tonality and everything. If not I will feel uneasy yeah?
7. Chopin’s Prelude in B minor Opus 28 no.6. It’s one of those special pieces in my life. Why? It’s the last piece I played in DHS’ piano at the foyer. It gives me a kinda of nostalgic feeling. Everytime I play that piece everything would go back to the 28 October 2005. Especially at 6+pm. when I last walked into that lime green classroom on the second floor. When everything is empty and quiet. When my own voice echoed in the room and the everyday noises of the class echoed in my head. The only two signs of our occupation were the lime green walls and a line of words written in bimbotic pink ink on the noticeboard which reads ‘twojayohfive rocks forever’. Then I dashed madly over to the linkway between block A and B. For the first time ever, it looked beautiful. The palm trees which were swaying at the side formed a boulevard on the first floor. I went all over the school taking photos of every single corner of it and appreciating their beauty for the first time in almost two years. Finally, it was getting dark and about to rain (I seldom bring my umbrella in these two years). So, at the piano, I, for the last time, played a piece with my status as a dunmanian. That piece was, as mentioned earlier, Chopin’s Prelude in B minor Opus 28 no.6. Oh, mind you, two years ago, I when I first stepped into dhs, it was 6+pm. as well. I got posted there and I got really upset that I was cryin’? Pherhaps, I should go down and take a look there. So, the first thing that caught my eyes was the fountain and the last thing that had caught my eye on the last day of school was that fountain again. It was the last architectual I took a photo of before I left the place, abandoning my status as a dunmanian.
End of dedication.
Btw, to gen gen, what’s Pinkham famous for? Not that I didn’t pay attention to what you had said, but his name is so commonly misused by us that I forgot what’s he famous for. Sorry.
Now, talks of NJC. I am hope you realise, in class 06IP04. Induction was bitter and sweet. Sour, yet tasty, but I’m NOT pregnant ok? Oh hey guys! I’m in the PURPLE house! PURPLE k!!?! Hahas! My love for purple would never die. Back to my induction. The games were all wet games. I was like ‘qi fu cai niao’. But, think about it again, they are in a jc what do you expect them to play? Crawl here crawl there and fullstop? Lolx. We had mass dance which made me feel like an elephant as well as Dhs’ doors. Hahas. Oh, and my class next year is gonna be lime green again. Nostalgia. It does gonna be a familiar environment with unfamiliar faces. Oh, maybe not as much as you guys stayin in DHP? But still lime green does bring back memories. Oh, for once I began to appreciate being in a SAP school for two years. I didn’t realise that for two years I had skipped taking a very troublesome subject and yet I was grumbling everyday. That subject is normal Chinese. Hey, you guys are complaining about taking history of contemporary china for just a term when poor things here have to learn to accept the fact that they would have to take normal Chinese. At least history of contemporary china sounds more interesting than normal Chinese which reminds me of tkb again. TKB jumped straight from teaching N(A) to Special. Wadehell. Didn’t even teach Express before and start teaching us like we know nothing and tried cheating our feelings, but to no avail. We did play pranks on him too actually. Chopin in exchange for zhi LE. Ha! Better not let my mom see this post before she bans me from bloggin’ again. She said she doesn’t want me to land myself in trouble. Fine fine fine. If I don’t curse people here, where can I do so?
Anyway, all the best people!
I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly! I’ll do everything, just to touch the sky!
Oh, and I didn't change my hp no. it's in use again! Hooray! And happy Holloweeen!
lu
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