C'est la vie:Pressed smthg wrongly and my post got deleted. Forget it. I'm furious. Wait, wait, wait, I'm suppose to control my temper. It's good for me and my terribly twisted tongue (I got my tongue twisted over simple words recently). Control. Went Lido on Friday to watch movies with mom. She took a day off to watch Oliver Twist. She said she needed a break desperately, so do I. So off we went. Followed by one whole day of shoppin'. Wasn't too sunny, great weather. I hate sunny days. Makes me more tan and increase my freckles. You know, I am real spotty. As in as spotty as a leopard. Yeah, you get it? Talk about my tan. I met or at least thought so, Mdm Quek when I return home from NTUC. She's wearing her usuals. Long dress, sandals worn as though they are slippers, specs, her first child in a pram. She look real pissed. Pregnant women are scarry. I didn't acknowledge her, since she didn't seem to remember me. Like I say, I am really afraid of pregnant women. I SAID AFRAID ok? So, I guess you will never see me pregnant. I said GUESS. Anyway, I didn't acknowledge her cos I was dressed exactly like a maid that day. What do you expect me to wear when I'm going to get groceries? Jeans? Anyway, I wore this awful lookin' bermuda, this stupid looking sleeveless blouse and a this pair of slippers, with my toe (cut by a shrub) showing itself off dumbly. So, I'm supposed I SAID SUPPOSED to look confident in front of her aren't I? But I'm not a least bit. I look like a downright slave, at that moment ok. Anybody needs a maid? So that I can charge you see. Not only look, I FEEL like that as well. My tan and freckles made it all worse. Not only appearance. I'm different from the me 2 years ago. Am I suppose to go up to her triumphantly and tell her that my ranking in class was x ? And say proudly that it's my best ranking out in these two years? Oh, and I've kicked a shrub on the way there and cut my toe as well. Owell, it's jus some, Arh... 2 years. 2 years already. My friend just got his PSLE results. Said, he's joining dhs next year. High possiblity. I said HIGH POSSIBILITY. But, that's not his first choice. Hello?! He stays in erhm woodlands?! Anyway, I hope he would consider RV more than DHS, not that I don't like dhs. I love it. Of course if he joins DHS, i would give him my blessings as well. But, it's kinda far isn't it?! And his father is often OUT of singapore. Who's gonna drive him to schl? Oh, the selfish side of me. Next year if we were to meet durin' cny, don't you think my position is kinda awkward?Anyway, that's all for today... It's enough...Tata!You are everything, and everything is you...
lu
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