C'est la vie:
So everything is over today... In that twinkle of an eye, everything was over. All the hardwork for the past few months is being presented. Fine, i cried. But I had really learnt many things thanks to 戏剧. 戏剧,CS rawks forever!
1.台上一分钟,台下十年工
2.机会,只有一次,要好好把握,失去了,就没了.
Found out a lot of things about 戏剧, if u put ur heart into it, you will enjoy it to the bits. If u have a lot of 杂念while acting, you will think that u look very stupid. lol.
Anyway, though today it's only for the upper sec, but perhaps due to it being only for the upper sec, it was very successful. Perhaps it may not be as sucessful as now, if it's also for the lower sec.
Perhaps, I may never get to act again? But seriously, it's really my pleasure to be with CS. Gave me a lot of oppotunities.
Ok at this point of time you might have realised why I cried. Yes, this really might be my last time acting. And I don't feel like giving up acting.
Saw 2 njc students. lol. Future seniors... Next year, I shall be back in dhs. Same time. Arh.. only 2 more months before twojayohfive go on seperate ways... Some leave dhs, most who stayed are in different classes... But guys, be assured, I'll be back... DHS RAWKS! Same day same time today maybe? lol....
Anyway, saw similar stuff on zhou's blog... lol. Sorry, u didn't put copyright there so i kulp la....
Two jayohfive in 20 years
All of us will be 34 yrs old by then...
Imagine one day we meet somewhere and we will be Oh hi! That feeling is different. Anyway dhs rawks! CS rawks!
lu
5:41 PM
C'est la vie:Went home,Saw Jane on the way...What a pleasant surprise...lolMiss u guys...Guess I will be missing dhs more next year...lol
lu
4:32 PM
C'est la vie:Cherish the present!Appreciate it before everything is too late!往往, 只有在离别之季,才会从忙的借口中抽出一点时间,将过去的点点滴滴重新看一遍,并在回顾的过程中,发现自己做错了什么,做对了什么. 并更珍惜身边的一切。Cherish before it's over! Before the final full stop is written. Before the chapter ends. Enjoy before the music ends!
lu
11:36 PM
C'est la vie:I tried my best, but i can't even managed what i had loved well. What else can i do? I really tried my best. It's really the best bit i can force out of my fragile soul. Maybe I am really not suited for all these? Maybe I chose all the wrong paths to walk? Maybe maybe... Do i need a break just to think over what i want? No! I know what's my passion...
lu
8:51 PM
C'est la vie: Wad the hell is this world doing down here? Or rather, what the hell am i doing in this world? The world is nothing I had expected. I... Pollution and rapid industrialisation... Wadeever. I don't like all this. Kena scolded just cos of a dress???? Wadever... I feel moronic today. Vexed over stupid issues... Some silly matters. Geog test is out to drive me crazy. Lit too. Fine wadever. At least be thankful that I got in njc... Woots! What crap am I saying???Crap...C'est la vie...
lu
11:04 PM
C'est la vie:Cherish the present!Appreciate it before everything is too late!往往, 只有在离别之季,才会从忙的借口中抽出一点时间,将过去的点点滴滴重新看一遍,并在回顾的过程中,发现自己做错了什么,做对了什么. 并更珍惜身边的一切。Cherish before it's over! Before the final full stop is written. Before the chapter ends. Enjoy before the music ends!
lu
11:51 AM
C'est la vie:Taste the sweet n sour berry of life!So, I have no idea what to say. Happy and sad...To pple who can't get what they want for ip:除非你总是呆在别人的窗口看风景,不然,一定会在一定程度下, 经历梦想破碎....To me:Never take things for granted.Cherish...
lu
10:46 PM
C'est la vie:So, these few days, many stuff happened. Teacher's day in a few days time... Piano practical... Geog test consisting of 20 chpts? this test that test. This presentation that presentation. Loads of stuff. Non-academic stuff as well. Personal stuff. I had lots of problems recently. I promised my mummy once i step back home, i shall be very happy and leave my personal problems out of the picture. At home that is. Thing is, I only appeared to keep that promise. Actually, it's good to be weaker. I am really unsure if i can handle my problems now at hand. lol. Ok, actually I just put up this brave front la. For those who knew me well enough(apparently not many cos i am strong and brave enough) would have known that i am very emotional. Yeah wadever. Ok fine. 机会是别人给你的,要珍惜,因为它随时会消失.And when that day comes when I am deprived of my given opportunity, i don't know wad might just happen. But like what happened in the little prince, what is essential is invisible to the eye. See it with the heart!C'est la vie!人前欢笑,人后哭泣
lu
11:11 PM
C'est la vie:Reading yilin gao made me thought of a lot of touching stuff that had happened near me and I had forgotten or left it at an unknown part of my brain. Cried my hearts out. Sometimes we need to be weak. We cannot be tough all the time...To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark...
lu
9:20 PM
C'est la vie:happy and sad moments all coming in at the same time. Argh, i had told myself for the thousands and one times today, not to let some stupid stuff ruin my mood, but apparently i did. i can't help. but still happy on the whole. i really don wanna the sad stuff to ruin my mood, but thing is , aiya, when faced with problems, we are supposed to stare eye to eye with the prob are we not?(face it)? thing is when i start staring at smbdy/thing's eyes, i start flaring and blasting, once i start blasting, smthg happens. today i am so damn damn sick had that giddy feelin the whole day cum my dear heartburn . . . c'est la vie!
lu
9:19 PM
C'est la vie:Hey pple lotsa of stuff happened recently. Yeah, lol, happy cum sad all lumped into one. Lol. Don't know what to say. Had this overwhelming feelin of .... I don't know. I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...I'll do all it takes just to touch the sky.....Out of the darkness and into the sky! I'll do all it takes just to touch the sky!
lu
7:42 PM
C'est la vie: kulped this from yichan, since, a sagi is supposed to be intellectually stimulating, i shall be then...>my mom only had one eye.
>i hated her...
>she was such an embarressment..
>my mom ran a small shop at a flea market.
>she collected little weeds and such to sell...
>anything for the money we needed she was such
>an embarressment.
>
>there was this one day during elementary school..
>it was field day, and my mom came.
>i was so embarressed.
>how could she do this to me?
>i threw her a hateful look and ran out.
>
>the next day at school...
>
>"your mom only has one eye?!?!"
>
>..and they taunted me.
>i wished that my mom would just dissappear from
>this world
>
>so i said to my mom,
>"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?! if
>you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why
>dont you just die?!!!"
>
>my mom did not respond..
>i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it
>felt
>good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say
>all this time..
>maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished
>me, but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings
>very
>badly.
>
>that night...
>
>i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass
>of water.
>my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she
>was afraid that she might wake me.
>i took a look at her, then turned away.
>because of the thing i had said to her earlier, there
>was something pinching at me in the corner of my
>heart.
>
>even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of
>her one eye.
>
>so i told myself that i would grow up and become
>successful.
>cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our
>desperate poverty..
>
>then i studied real hard.
>i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied,
>and got accepted in the Seoul University with all
>the confidence i had.
>
>then, i got married.
>i bought a house of my own.
>then i had kids, too.. now i'm living happily as a
>successful man.
>
>i like it here because it's a place that doesnt
>remind
>me of my mom.
>
>this happiness was getting bigger and bigger,
>when..
>
>what?!
>who's this?!
>...it was my mother...
>..still with her one eye.
>it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
>
>my little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
>and i asked her,
>"who are you?!"
>"i dont know you!!!"
>as if trying to make that real.
>i screamed at her,
>" how dare you come to my house and scare my
>daughter!"
>"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
>and to this, my mother quietly answered,
>"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong
>address,"
>and she dissappeared out of sight.
>
>thank good ness...
>she doesnt recognize me..
>i was quite relieved.
>i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or think
>about this for the rest of my life.
>then a wave of relief came upon me...
>
>one day,
>a letter regarding a school reunion came to my
>house.
>
>so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business
>trip,
>i went. after the reunion,
>i went down to the old shack,
>that i used to call a house...
>
>just out of curiosity there,
>i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
>but i did not shed a single tear.
>she had a piece of paper in her hand....
>
>it was a letter to me.
>
>my son...
>i think my life has been long enough now..
>and...
>i wont visit Seoul anymore...
>but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to
>come visit me once in a while?
>i miss you so much..
>and i was so glad when i heard you were coming
>for the reunion.
>but i decided not to go to the school. .
>..for you...
>and i'm sorry that i only have one eye,
>and i was an embarressment for you.
>
>you see, when you were very little,
>you got into an accident,
>and lost your eye.
>as a mom,
>i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up
>with only one eye...
>so i gave you mine...
>i was so proud of my son that was seeing a
>whole new world for me,
>in my place, with that eye.
>i was never upset at you for anything you did..
>the couple times that you were angry with me,..
>i thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..'
>my son... oh, my son...
lu
10:31 PM
C'est la vie:People! New skin. Ahaha! Sagittarius!! Yeah that's me la. Sad, only Sagittarius in class. Anyway. Today's National Day performance was such a success. Just that I go ruin the whole thing. My part sux la. Either cannot hear if not would be can hear but totally out. Fine, shall never try this kinda pop music ever again. Just stick to my classical pieces.TJC thingie, the maths was tough, but better than vjc. Perhaps VJC that one, I just wasn't in the mood of doing. Yeah probably. So how now? TJC VP told me smthg today. *No matter what just choose smthg that you like the most and work the best on it. Ok since I like the three all the same, I shall let nature take its course. If I get in njc means yeah. If not, I don't know. Like what I had said, let nature take its course. I know I will feel great in any of these three. Yeah so, whatever will be will be. Though I don't really like that song. Anyway, out of the darkness and into the sky...C'est la Vie!
lu
6:56 PM
