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C'est la vie :
Untitled-simple plan

I shall keep this entry short. I don't wanna scold vulgar.
So, I had finally found out after so long, what to surf for online. Haha!
1 Deutsch Grammar
2 Erhms revolutionary wars???
3 Germany?
4 Gastric/gastritis/smthg like that (ought to have searched that last yr!)
5 Nano tech??
6 Latest songs? (Haven't been listening to a radio for dono how long!)

Ok, shall blog the rest in my personal diary/ blog(guess urself). I don't want to end up hurling vulgarities!!!!

**Btw, i am officially withdrawn from Germie. I will miss it!!! Arhh!

lu
7:01 PM

C'est la Vie:
I like to move it!
Damn depressed n nervous

1 Day before the exam. Being a long time ever since I last had that kinda feelin since I've joined DHS. Serious. Long time. Haha. I am serious mad at myself for not doing my hw. See how am i going to finish piaing all my hw? Aiya! Heck. Shan't hand in in time then. I am NERVOUS NERVOUS NVERVOUS. so queasy. Heck! I shall heck care.

lu
12:37 PM

C'est la vie:
4 days left to 24th
Because you live-Jess McCartney

Hols is coming to an end. Hols hw... Sighx. Drumming fest rawks! Tomplexity!!!! Woohoo! Everything rawks! We screamed and cheered after the whole thing, trying with every effort to stop the time from going; to retain this moment; We don't want it to end! No! But yes of course the screaming and shouting failed of course. If not why am I here? Haha! The food, I never did finish them. But, that nvm, it's just a meal afterall. My 12" tom rawks!
my head is still filled with :
dang ding dang ding dang ding dang dang!
then is dennis' dada xiao xiao xiao
haha
Then is that jap
dang ding dang ding dang ding dang dang!
then is the 14" + 16" dong click dong dong click dong dong click dong click
12"+10" dong click click dong click dong dong dong dong dong click
then jap again
dang ding dang ding dang ding dang dang
then the solo
then the jap again
and there everything ended. Just like a dream.

Oh, thanks to the drumming fest, I had finally had some nice sleep. BB insomnia! Haha! Gotten rid of my stupid eye bags also! I returned home everyday at bout 12 midnight(I NV SAY 12 I SAID ABOUT 12!!) for the last 2 days. So damn tired. So I slept well. Can say that la, better than those few days. Haha! Oh, took lotsa pics at ite. Including the toilets. U should know wat's it bout la. Haha! Shan't elaborate.

Another thing, borrowed my dad's phone, then made myself even sadder. Defeats the purpose of cheering myself up. Sighx. I don't want his phone. I WANT MINE! MY OWN ONE! WedThurFriday! To that moron who took my phone:
Fine, Ultimately Come Kidnapped (by my phone) OFF!!!

Argh... So much stuff yet to be done. I will die one day of stroke probably. The whole world is trying to get me to change my temper. WedThurFriday!(u shld know what is this already la so damn obvious.) Fine, i shall change, i don wanna die that young. Young as in before 30? I shall relax. I don wanna die of stroke. Haha!

lu
12:56 PM

C'est la vie:
10 days left to 24th

lesson learnt: 1) never to break a promise

2) slow n steady wins the race

3) Never be short-tempered

4) Never be easily agitated

5) Always learn your lessons.
Ok, what crap is this. nvm. I just realised that it's seriously crap. I never would learn my lessons/from my mistakes, neither would i not be short-tempered/easily agitated nor would i try to be slow n steady in a race. The first one is the only thing which i thought I could fulfill. So, what's the point of writing them/ typing them?

Fine, gen. Hey! I broke another promise! Gosh! NVM. Damn ap these few days. So, tml is the druming fest. Woot! So, in another 10 days time, (less then 2 weeks!) shall be that great day. But why isn't it sending me anything? Gosh! What if they decide not to? Oh! Forget it. Peering into the letter box everyday(Dad didn't give me the key to the letter box). So, hols are fine. Shall miss my germie alot. Dono wat crap la. Got haunted by myself recently. Cos nobody to haunt. What a pathetic ghost I am... What is this crap all about
It's total crap.
CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP.
Felt like cursing smbdy, cos sian diao. But nobody to curse. HOW AP AM I TODAY?

Since I had nobody to curse today, I shall curse myself. You are such a sucker. F***ing bastard/bitch wadever. Who nv learns from mistakes. After a zillion of times, u still get stuck at the same place. Such a sucker.

Okies, song le. Haha. lolx.

lu
12:19 PM

C'est La Vie:
14 more days to the 24th.
2 weeks more

Damn AP now. Any pple wanna invite me out next week? Possible ya know. Can find time. Sian diaox. Finally a dear friday to be cherished. Haiya... dono wat larhz. Felt like cursing that idiot again. Cos smbdy, extra enough to find a super INAPPROPRIATE time and start talking bout my phone. Never mind. Said I shall forget bout it. So, I shall.

Hols. is so so till now. Next week's the druming fest. So, yeah. Hope it's ok. HOPE it's great. Piano lesson just now. Hai! NVM. Shan't say here. What else? Dono. So shall stop here. Blogging is getting more and more sian...

lu
12:15 PM

C'est la vie:

What's the big prob with me???

No prob...

Felt so ap today

and yesterday

and the day before

and the day before

ok ok everyday....

Never mind. Last night I slept at 11 on the dot.

Still couldn't sleep.

Conclusion: Insonmia

Reason: Unknown

this entry is crappy

Sighx, quiting germie in a day or two...

--- submitting the form by this week

---by myself

---how wonderful and great is that

I can forget about my germie elect in njc.

---Provided that they are blind enough

---to let me into njc.

NVM, I can always find a way to continue my germie one day

Something went wrong with me today and yesterday

--- Seemed to be doing the wrong thing all day long

--- Played my scales and pieces in the most horrid manner

--- Lost in every game I played in

--- Lost so much in neopets. :(

--- Dunno lost in what reverie

Forget it

Never mind.

Going to cycle later.

Shall chiong all the way to the finishing point ( is there? Not really)

And hope that I just had a very bad fall.

What am I saying????

NVM.

This is just full of crap...

lu
12:58 PM

C'est La Vie:

You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

The above is for that bastard who had taken my phone. Never mind, why am I still thinking bout that phone, it no longer belongs to me. So, I shall forget about it. That bastard. Like what I had said a few enteries ago, I shall not have a display of vulgarities on this blog. Since, it will just get deleted about 2/3 days after publishing, I shall not waste my effort on typing it. But I felt like writing a something titled,
' The Perfect Damnation of an Immoral F--king Idiot'
Heck! What am I saying? Never mind. Aha! Hols is quite alright. Tired. Hiash! Singapore sale! Never mind. I bet you don't understand what am I trying to say. Then don't understand! Never mind. Stuff was enjoyable. Met someone at eunos today. Haha! Episode to be con'td. Cos I am sleepy. Imagine. I slept at 1+++ last night and woke at 9+++ today. Expect me to stay awake? Bye. Goodnight.

lu
2:08 PM

C'est la vie:

GUYZ!!! Erhms, my nice nice blog no. 2 is out!!! Please go visit... That doesn't mean that I don't blog at this blog. That no.2 blog is for lit stuff! Yeah. So, please go visit @ http://purple-literature.blogspot.com

To that bastard who had taken my phone, this is what I want to say :

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

lu
12:31 PM